I think the title pretty much says it all but before I get in to things I like to thank everyone who messaged on facebook, emailed me or left me a comment on my last post wishing for fast recovery. I didn't know there were so many of you. Thank you soo much I really appreciate it.
My treatment was canceled last Monday by one of my doctors. My body wasn't responding to the drugs so the virus wasn't dropping as fast as it should have been , so they just decided that there is no point to continuing and that its better to just end it and wait for the "next big thing".
I don't know what I expected and I said I wont put my hopes up in the clouds like i did countless other times in the past and yet I did. The same story keeps repeating itself the last 10 years and always ends with a failure. To be compliantly honest I don't know how many more failures I can take and sadly nobody understands that but me....
To keep my mind of things I have decided to just get myself busy and what better way to do that then to work on Allianora and do what I love doing which is graphic and design.
I might start with smaller updates on each section of the website just so I get myself back in to it all. Im planing to hit the books and work on learning how to make a docent MySQL database. I been wanting to update Alli for the longest time ever. Im going to explore the new Photoshop CS 5 that came out , I heard there are a lot of new futures and Im eager to learn them all. After all of that is done I might start learning flash maybe buy some books.. If any of you know any links that could help me get started with this things post the below, that would be a lot of help.

As always link-exchange if you didn't and im on FaceBook so if you'd like to add me feel free to do so just introduce yourself so I know who you are otherwise I'll ignore you. lol im sorry that's just how it is with me and facebook.
Anyway that's all again thank you all for the support you've given me it really does mean a lot..